And I Move On

It's that hectic time of the year
In some ways it's nice
Constant listing
the hours pass
more is left undone

Thunderstorms last night
the sky was light
the thunder a growling noise
a barking bruit
lightning flash before my eyes
in my mosaic of five
from below
i curl and watch
undulating waves of consciousness
pulling me back to darkness
awaking in the cold

if i say i want you back
i'd be a lier
but inside the ashes burn to endless fire
and i can't sleep
you're so far away from me
and i can't sleep
-Above & Beyond