were you wondering

i care for him
but it's not love
never was
and all those songs about another girl
she was cruel and she was mean
and maybe in the time in between
she's forgotten me
and the pain she caused
but she's the other girl
and the tune is sour
when they reconnect
i pull away
birthday's bitch
is the reason why
why have to fly
i care for him
i always have
but it's not love
it never was